Living Well

I love how tiny flowers magically
melt into wee balls of future fruit,
how leggy caterpillars zip up into
little sleeping bags to transform
into winged fantasies, how black
dots with tails sprout legs, leave
the pond, and hop away.

All around us, we see the awesome
hand of our Creator transform life
from one form to another, yet we
consistently resist change. Surely
if an awkward caterpillar can morph
into a stunning butterfly, we, with our
complex bodies and minds, can transform
into Beings of Light and Love.

We may have to wait a bit to sprout
wings and a halo, but living a life
of serenity, love, and creativity is
an interesting stage as well.
Tallyho!

and the most important one is the one I will link to:

Sooooo, I’m watching ‘What’s Love Gotta Do With It’ and it’s making me contemplate…..Freedom. I am contemplating freedom n drinking wine so, this could be a ramble but, I promise to make it make sense…..sort of lol. Single, I thought, meant FREE. That has not been the case. I have had to fight for my freedom and I was totally unprepared. The shackles of my own mind were tighter than I could have ever imagined. First of all, what does free mean?? What does it look like?? How does it feel?? Well, so far, it feels like this……the ability to question, define, construct, imagine who, where and what I want to be. Why the freak has that been so scary?? What am I so afraid of??

I have said before that I was convinced I was built for two but, I also have this other ‘me’ that is a…

I really don’t want to be THAT blogger that writes about her break up and works out her emotional journey for the world to see… But, I am that blogger and coming to terms with that was the only recourse I had.  Either come to terms with it, or battle it.  And lord knows I don’t have the energy for battles, especially ones with myself.  Working it out in my head hasn’t been working as well as I thought it would , so let me share and hopefully by the end of this blog, I’ll have some miraculous Ah -Ha moment that will rival Oprah and change my life forever..  LOL

My pattern is that I find my way from one relationship to another but then get lost in the trapping of love, falling head over heels, into hearts, arms, beds and their dreams.  I support them to the max…